MY GOALS!

So here's my journey towards gaining weight, a lot of weight..

It is Wednsday, August 13th and I just purchased some GNC weight gainer 1850, I was going for Ultimate Boy blah plus, but my finances wouldn't let me..
This is my first time taking any kind of protein, and so far I enjoyed the milkshake that I just made.
After gaining about 25lbs in the past 2004-2005 years, I am currently at 150lbs mark.
Since the school is out and I don't eat all the meals, about 5 pounds have dissolved. But I can also blame that on the new bicycle that I got as soon as school got out.
I haven't been eating much the whole summer, but now I'm trying to..


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Shopping

Sometimes I wish people weren't so fucked up. Prejudice is ALL the way around us. Everyone of us. For example: I went to do some shopping for some shorts(its hot as hell), so I kinda "cruise" from shop to shop and every time I walk into a different shop, all the cashiers and staff STARE AT ME!!!! THEIR EYES ARE FOLLOWING ME AND IT IS JUST SO CREEPY. So what I do is the usual: try to find the 'Guy Section' as quick as possible! Because if I don't find it fast enough, one of those "stare and dare" staff chicks will run up to me and start yelling: "DO YOU NEED HELP!!!!or "HOW CAN I HELP YOU?!?!?!" And it's not much of a question, plus I can hear you just fine even though I have earphones in! So what do I do? Give him/her the dirtiest look that says it all: "I HATE YOU! GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY WAY BEFORE I START THROWING THINGS!!" Hm.. I guess the look doesn't work that well on chicks.. They just stand there and look pretty. Trying to squeeze pointless, routine words out of You. It's like a Mental War, except one way. In a different store as soon as I walked inside I felt like I was the star of a Surprise Birthday Party. EVERY SINGLE PERSON IN THE SHOP CENTERED THEIR HUGE EYES ON ME AND ONLY ME. What are they thinking? Do I look like Jesus in a white t-shirt and baggy pants with some sneakers? I don't know if it's just me or is this like a usual thing, but it's really PISSING ME OFF! Unforgivable

dima

hi dima